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Reasons my life is a load of shite:
1.  My Malcolm album still hasn't arrived.  I'm beginning to think it won't come at all, as it's been a week, so I now have to find the motivation to email them and sort it out.  I can't afford another one.  I couldn't afford the first one but I had it anyway because I'm greedy and have nothing else I want to listen to.
2.  I'm bored.  I have very little work and even less money.  I can only clean my house so many times before it gets ridiculous.
3.  I don't even want to think about where I'm going to find £500 for rent and bills next week.
4.  I'm running out of cigarettes so am limiting myself to 'only when I really need one'.  This sadly doesn't correlate with when I fancy one.
5.  I'm miserable at home.  I want a partner that actually cares about me.  I want something back from this endless giving.
6.  I don't think I got that job.  They didn't grace me with a response even.  Nor the other 15 jobs I've applied for this week.
7.  I can't fix the misery that everyone I know seems to be drowning in and it's so frustrating.
8.  I wrote a poem and it's a massive load of bollocks.  I can't write for shit.
9.  The raspberry and peach tea I'm drinking looked nice in the supermarket but is actually horrible.  Got 40 bags to get through now.

Reasons my life is good:
1.  Talking to lovely people on MSN has really cheered me up.  Thank you to the two ladies, you know who you are.
2.  My blood results are normal.  I don't have to take any more pills.
3.  My cats love me.  Well, someone has to.
4.  Baby Evie is beautiful.
5. I got a package from Monica with a letter and an ace film in (cheers love, you're a star!)
6.  The house is clean.
7.  My friends are supportive and understanding and don't hate me.

There's probably more, but right now, that's all the stuff going round in my crazy head.

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cuppykate
Jun. 12th, 2009 02:26 pm (UTC)
we need to start making your good list a lot longer and your shite list a lot shorter! where shall we start? well, I think - start on making the good list longer.. I can help by adding on msn and being there for you =) I am ALWAYS online waiting for something to make me less bored! Money is a big bitch because I would like to say, you should buy yourself something small like a flower or a new bubble bath. But, I can send you something nice =) I have some really nice tea's you coudl try, and if you like them - then you can buy them next time instead of having to buy a bulk of stuff you don't know if you'll like!

I'm glad your blood test is normal! and cats love you <3333 that's a wonderful feeling. Also, can you come help me clean my flat? T_T
misshelenc
Jun. 13th, 2009 02:30 pm (UTC)
Aww thank you for that hun, it really helped. I'd love to come and help you clean your flat, I'd do a great job, I'm such a clean tidy person, I will have to hold you to that!
Feel free to add me to MSN, I'm at helen_corton@hotmail.co.uk I go on here and there, and sometimes I hide, but I'll be sure to talk to you some times! Thank you for all the kind offers, you really are a star, I'd like to take you up on them!
I hope you're ok and are not as full of hayfever as I am!
Sending lots of love xxxxx
cuppykate
Jun. 13th, 2009 04:42 pm (UTC)
=) I am both untidy and tidy, depending on my mood. I always want it to be tidy, but theres no way I could do any cleaning in some of my moods or pains! I'm going to do something amazing in aminute. I am going to hoover! because, yeh, adam and I are having full on hayfever, we didn't sleep. Adam is acting worse then I am but I think because he isn't used to feeling ill and not having any sleep ~ that sounds mean but he doesn't usually get hayfever n stuff.
So, yeh, I never do the hoovering because it hurts too much, but I will do it... because adam is convinced it will help get rid of some of the pollen that is in here. He's asleep so I want to help him (and me) feel better!

don't feel like you have to talk to me on msn, I added you ~ but I don't talk to everyone every day, so no pressure!
ofragilesanityo
Jun. 12th, 2009 02:43 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad the package arrived okay! :)

But I'm sorry you haven't gotten a job yet. If it makes you feel better I'm in the same boat. I've applied at 15+ places and had a few that seemed like they were going to turn into something--and then didn't. The latest I actually got an interview and *might* get called back for hire next week. Fingers crossed.

I wish I could be more helpful dear. I hope things start looking brighter soon.

Hugs and kisses and all that good stuff!
misshelenc
Jun. 13th, 2009 02:32 pm (UTC)
Oh hun, I'd employ you in an instant, I know you work so hard! It's their loss I say! I've got my fingers and toes crossed for you and really hope you get it, you deserve some good to come of your life.
I have to say, I loved your photo post of the children, thanks for sharing!
I'll save my thoughts for the video for the letter, make it a surprise, but thank you very very much, you rock!
Let me know if you get the job honey, I'll wave my magic wand for you! xxxxxxx
ofragilesanityo
Jun. 13th, 2009 03:19 pm (UTC)
of course! heh I'm so excited for the new baby even if I won't get to see her for quite a while. I forgot to comment and tell you how lovely baby Evie is! :) and you look quite adorable yourself holding her.

I'm waving my wand for you to get a job too!

escapethemisery
Jun. 12th, 2009 03:39 pm (UTC)
we will have to make that good list longer, much longer. i'm thinking maybe i should compile a good and bad list, and see which one outweighs the other. MSN conversation with you definatley would be added to my good list. sucks about the raspberry tea! good luck getting through the reamainging 40 bags!

you'll also soon be able to add our awesome trips and hang outs to your good list. they will surley kick the bads stuff's ass! and don't be so hard on yourself with the writing. i bet you wrote just fine. okay i best get back to looking after the puppy! at least all my ironing is done. enjoy watching how clean is your house! i might ust catch it if the kids don't insist on watching cartoons of the sponge bob variety!

talk to you soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
misshelenc
Jun. 13th, 2009 02:28 pm (UTC)
Aw thanks hun, you know how to cheery me up! At the moment the bad in my life is outweighing the good, I even missed a few bad things off the list because it's too personal to go out there, and I was really struggling with the good list, like, really! The bad one wrote itself straight away!
I look forward to our trips out, really. The weather seems to have picked up again today, so we might be able to go sooner rather than later, yey. You have a good one honey, thanks for being so kind.
I have to say I loved your post and pictures, you are great with photographs, really. I'm so terrible it's embarrassing, all mine come out blurry and crap, plus I'm not very observant.
I hope all is going well, I know you had a busy day today.
Lots of love xxxxx
sapphirevampire
Jun. 13th, 2009 12:18 am (UTC)
Aw, hugs, lady. The consensus from all sides seems to be that 2009 is kicking everyone's ass.
misshelenc
Jun. 13th, 2009 02:25 pm (UTC)
It certainly does! Roll on 2010! I hope you're doing a bit better than you have been, I saw on your journal how ill you've been, love you. I mailed your letter today, yey!
Lots of love xxxxx
sapphirevampire
Jun. 14th, 2009 06:45 am (UTC)
Some days are better than others. :) Although you've probably noticed that guys (or one in particular) makes me all emo and such. Hope you're doing ok.
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