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No true love in modern life.

Thought I'd update again.  Hi readers of my life!
Today has been good.  I went out first thing with one of my students.  We wandered round Roath Park lake, and sat in the rose garden and talked about our lives and what is getting us down and smoked many cigarettes.  It was very sunny and I felt sad for him and everything that he's going through.  He also gave me a Hello Kitty teddy that he brought me from Italy last week when he was on holiday, who I totally love, I've been huggling her a lot!  So pretty!
Then we went over to Sainsbury's in his car and brought more cigs, and had lunch in the cafe.  He always buys me food, and lets me smoke all his cigarettes, people are too nice to me.  He said he didn't mind because I talk to him and listen to him and give good hugs, but some how I still feel like I'm taking the piss. 
Then I came home and came on here, because I need to pretend I'm too busy to phone work and all that, even though I'm clearly not.  The sun is shining and the cats are happy in the garden, Benny is on the wall in the shade and Mookie is sat on the gravel.  I need to do a load of housework and all that, but, well, I'm just not in the mood to do anything to be honest.
Still no Waxing Gibbous.  I'm starting to worry my order hasn't got through or the postperson's nicked it (wouldn't blame them if they had!) although they did confirm my order via email so I don't know.  I just want it so much, waiting for it is agony!
Still reading Hannibal Rising, getting properly into it now, shouldn't take long to finish.  Then what to read?  I'll have to raid my shelves for something good...
No other news, life's just the same old bollocks.


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Jun. 10th, 2009 05:10 pm (UTC)
Read one of my books!
Jun. 11th, 2009 06:56 am (UTC)
Oh good idea, I will do! I do have so much to read, and I totally keep meaning to send the ones I have back. I'll get on the case today and mail the good stuff at the same time. I think I've only got 2 left to read now of yours, it's taken me long enough!
I love you kitten xxxxx
Jun. 10th, 2009 07:02 pm (UTC)
You smoke too much, but I love you anyway. Sounds like you a had nice walk through the park. Beats my day. I’m going to have to find out if your hugs are really that good missy. Although I don’t smoke or anything, I do like the word cigarettes, fags on other wand is an uglier word. Don't say fags ^_^!

I hope your book gets to you soon. And yes. Life is the same old load of bollocks for us all. But at least it brought me to you so it’s not all bad.

Jun. 11th, 2009 06:59 am (UTC)
I do smoke far too much, I agree. I wish there was a miracle way I could just give up. I feel like I'm doing ok though, I used to smoke a *lot* of weed but I've knocked that on the head now for the most part, only have the odd smoke with friends, so it's nice to make progress. Cigarettes will be next on my list of things to give up...! And just for you I will no longer use the word 'fags'! It is a horrible word, usually I say cigs or cigarettes, don't know why I wrote that. Apologies honey, no offence meant!
I hope my Malcolm Middleton gets to me soon too, I sit waiting for the postperson every day but no luck yet. It's actually a CD, sorry for not clarifying! Of course a copy will come through your door when it does arrive, everyone needs Malkie in their life, he's just so miserable and funny!
You're too kind, but I'm glad life's brought me to you too, keep smiling my pretty xxxxxxxxx
Jun. 10th, 2009 10:14 pm (UTC)
Hey Helen---I've not watched this yet, but I thought I'd share it anyway, as it should tide you over 'til your Malcolm disc arrives!:


Lots of love.
Jun. 11th, 2009 07:09 am (UTC)
Thank you honey! Watch it, it's great! Far from tiding me over, it just made me more desperate for it to come through, but I appreciate that, thanks for the link!
Hope you're all good my lovely, and I wanted to add, I have a cat calendar too! Love you lots xxxx
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